Life in General

As I venture into my first deployment as an Army Wife. It is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. The shittiest part is that I only got to see him for 3.5 seconds the day he deployed which was long enough to give him a hug, kiss and say a few quick sentances. I mean dont get me wrong I knew that deployment was going to be rough but I thought I would atleast have a little more time to see him.. but who am i kidding. Its the fucking Army. I love how the Army is supposed to be the "Family Friendly" branch of the military yet they cant give their soldiers enough time to say a proper good bye too their loved ones. It's BULLSHIT. I am also tired of the bitching and shit talking I have found that a lot of people do about me behind my back. I am not a perfect person, I havent had a perfect life. Ive been through struggles and shit that would make most people cower down and want to give up on life. I don't believe that anyone is in any type of situation to judge any other. So please if you have shit to say about me and you feel the need to say it about someone say it to me. I will be damn glad to hear what you have to say and tell you what I think of your opinion. I am no longer in highschool and dont beat around any fucking bushes when it comes to how I feel. It may make people think that I am a bitch due to my honesty but I really dont care. If you don't want my opinion don't ask for it or put me in a situation where I feel I have to tell you.

Another thing is I know that I am not a skinny person. I dont pretend to be a model. However I do know that I am not ugly and that you dont have to be a size 2 or 00 to be a beautiful person. I am a good hearted person and dont care about size, shape or color. As long as you have a likeable personality and are fun to be around I dont mind being around you.