Fake Ass Friends

I find it funny when so called friends can go out and blow money on stupid shit and whatever else they want. Then when it comes to a special event as long as they arent paying for their damn selves they will go with no problem. However if they have to pay for something then ummm it cost too much or they mysteriously find that they have something else that they promised like a week ago. You know what fuck it. I know who my real friends are and I dont need you fake ass bitches. Trust me. I was good before ya. Ill be damn fine with out you. Im sick and tired of trying to go and do everything i am invited to do and even offer to pay for people when they dont have the money but when it comes down to doing something to help me feel better or to maybe celebrate something you cant fucking show. thats awesome.

Life in General

As I venture into my first deployment as an Army Wife. It is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. The shittiest part is that I only got to see him for 3.5 seconds the day he deployed which was long enough to give him a hug, kiss and say a few quick sentances. I mean dont get me wrong I knew that deployment was going to be rough but I thought I would atleast have a little more time to see him.. but who am i kidding. Its the fucking Army. I love how the Army is supposed to be the "Family Friendly" branch of the military yet they cant give their soldiers enough time to say a proper good bye too their loved ones. It's BULLSHIT. I am also tired of the bitching and shit talking I have found that a lot of people do about me behind my back. I am not a perfect person, I havent had a perfect life. Ive been through struggles and shit that would make most people cower down and want to give up on life. I don't believe that anyone is in any type of situation to judge any other. So please if you have shit to say about me and you feel the need to say it about someone say it to me. I will be damn glad to hear what you have to say and tell you what I think of your opinion. I am no longer in highschool and dont beat around any fucking bushes when it comes to how I feel. It may make people think that I am a bitch due to my honesty but I really dont care. If you don't want my opinion don't ask for it or put me in a situation where I feel I have to tell you.

Another thing is I know that I am not a skinny person. I dont pretend to be a model. However I do know that I am not ugly and that you dont have to be a size 2 or 00 to be a beautiful person. I am a good hearted person and dont care about size, shape or color. As long as you have a likeable personality and are fun to be around I dont mind being around you.